MUSINGS
On This Good Earth
It all begins with an idea.
How can I get you to slow down
How can I get you to close your eyes
Would you like to lie down
Laying on grass is so very nice
If you have a hard floor you can still imagine, imagine, imagine, imagine
Times stopped the seconds hand dropped
Bring all things to a grinding halt
The end of time crossing into timelessness
Where all things infinite reside
Can I slow down
Can I close my eyes
Can I lie on the ground and feel governed
By something other than a construct
A web
A matrix in my head
Presenting me with fictional pleasures
Imagined dystopias
Preferred realities
Corrupting the collective imagination
Its essence
Its power of manifestation
Can I get you to slow down
Can I get you to close your eyes
Can I get you to let go
Can I get you to forget time
And still we choose systems that enslave
Unconscious participants
In self subjugation
Suppressors of others
Fear our justification
Will you slow down
Will you close your eyes
Will you let go
And breath into the stillness of time
When did your tender heart harden
We you scared of being that mad fool
Does it occur to you that centuries have colonised the human mind
But the human spirit never dies
Slow down with me
Close your eyes with me
Lie on the grass and breathe deeply
letting go for the first time
Imaging the world as yours and mine
Reborn
It all begins with an idea.
You are reborn
Bringing forth forgotten gifts
Breath into those painful spaces
Of memories
A worn out pot
A ladle without food
Devoid of nourishment
An empty hug
A child yearning for unconditional love
To be nourished
In tall grasses
Warmed by savannah sun
In the redness of the outback
Held by our ancestors in love
Ancestors that are landscape
Found in mineral, earth, root and blood
Hear the whisper
Warm
Golden
Soft
Silken
Receive
Accept
Secret
Magical
Silent Mysteries
Yours alone
You are reborn
Bearing gifts
Even Before Death
It all begins with an idea.
This dislocated life was not of my making
Known only to the sentinels of those infinite dark spaces
Twisted in the womb
Breached from birth
Epigenetic sequencing
Cellular memories of
Lives on earth
Abandoned in your rich fathers house
A tom boy left to fight
An ill fated arranged marriage to a poor man made over night
Impoverished by cruelty neglect expulsion
Hostile xenophobia failed diagnosis cold nights …
Brought back to the present by undulating soul sounds
A soothing backdrop to angry mobs and marching crowds
Not unfamiliar to me and my generation
And for our elders (and the deceased) all too reminiscent
The terror the violence a ceasless premonition
Police on colour not this time
This time they stood observing the far right
Harboured racial hatred
Emboldened by genocides
Legitimised all too crudely in broad daylight
This time the death threats turned into brown fires
And the state looked on
Why should it enquire
What, wait whose death are we talking about
Theirs or mine?
In some ways we’ve already died
As if there isn’t enough going on in my brown mind
Listening to dubplate
It all begins with an idea.
body moving
elegant
Phurba in hand
weaving
eye dance
feet planted
on kitchen floor tiling
connecting to earth below
deep
deepening
sensing planetary mycelium
a mutualistic web
the roots of a million trees
electrically pulsating
symbiotic activity
species in now unity
it’s our separation
disintegrating life
power agendas
where mean allegiance lies
and all the while hegemonic patriarchal mechanical monsters vye on all sides
digesting
solidified corruption
spewing lies, rockets and nuclear missiles
these are dangerous times to be playing the wrong side
Deluded
It all begins with an idea.
Im too long in the tooth to listen to your bull shit
You’ve been suffering the same malady before the year it
I’ll let you into a secret as to what it is
It’s the genetic disease white people git
We’re poorer than them paks next door
“What the ones that pass curry over the back wall?”
Never see them down the pub for sure
Never seen them down there at all
“You’d kick their heads in if they did, of that I’m sure”
Blokes in dresses
Women in sheets
And have you seen what muck they eat?
We don’t want your peace and kindness malarky
You don’t even drink like them other darkies
Oh yeh and you speak in your own filthy language
We don’t care about being ruled by the elite
We love our royals and a fight with the police
Its our culture, it’s our pride, our never ending glory
To get trashed and trash others
And act like bad boys
We just hate you
And that’s justification enough
To burn you to ashes and turn you to dust
We pay taxes and you come over here to scav
“No love, you still work cash in hand”
All I know is from when I was a child
I was told that for me to live you must die
For king and country and all that lies.
We have come to be danced
It all begins with an idea.
We have come to be danced
Not the pretty, pick me, pick me dance
But the back into the belly dance
The sacred sensual animal dance
The holding of precious moments in the psalms
Of our hands and feet dance
We have come to be danced
Not the twerk your booty for the crowd dance
But the shake the sadness from our skin dance
The shrug the chip off your shoulder dance
The wring the apology from our posture dance
We have come to be danced
Not the monkey see monkey do dance
The one, two like me dance
Three, four like you dance
But the grave robber, the tomb stalker dance
The opening coffins and resurrection of the self dance
We have come to be danced
Not the self conscious shuffle dance
But the Voodoo mamma shape shifting ancient bone rattle dance
That strips us from our casings
Sharpening claws and loosening tongue dance
Returning us our wings dance
The shed our dead skin cells and slip into the luminous skin of love dance
We have come to be danced
Not the hold our breath and wallow in
The shallow end of the floor dance
But the meeting of the trinity
The body, breath and beat dance
The shout hallelujah from the top of our thighs dance
But mother may I
Take 10 giant leaps of faith dance
The everyone can enter heaven dance
Where kingdoms collide
In cathedrals of flesh
To unravel, to play, to fly, to pray
And root into our body’s stance
We have come to be danced